I LEARN BY EXAMPLE, NOT BY STUPIDITY!
AGE: 19 STATUS: happily in love:)
LOCATED: live on a beautiful island called OAHU
WORK STATUS: Merchandiser for O'reilly auto parts
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Real Friends and Fake Friends.
FAKE FRIENDS - Never ask for food…
REAL FRIENDS - Are the reason you have NO food
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS - Never seen you cry…
REAL FRIENDS - Cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it’s yoursFAKE FRIENDS - Know a few things about you…
REAL FRIENDS - Could write a book about you
FAKE FRIENDS - Would knock on your front door…
REAL FRIENDS - Walk right in and say “I’m home”
FAKE FRIENDS - Will help you up when you fall over…
REAL FRIENDS - Will jump on top of you and shout “sandwich”
FAKE FRIENDS - Are around for awhile…
REAL FRIENDS - Are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: say “love ya” in a joking manner
REAL FRIENDS: say “I love you” and they mean it
FAKE FRIENDS: will read this
REAL FRIENDS: will steal this
(Source: ayeemartin, via rainababyy)
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-GIVING UP
BRAH IM SLOWLY THINKING THAT MY RELATIONSHIP IS GOING TO BE OVER. i PUT SO MUCH INTO EVERYTHING. i MAKE HIM FEEL LOVED, I ALWAYS SEE HIM AT HIS WORK. iM THE ONE THAT ALWAYS GOES OUT OF MY FUCKEN WAY TO GO SEE HIM AND CATCH BUS FUCKEN MILES AWAY JUST TO BACK TRACK HOME.
iM THE ONE THAT ALWAYS TEXTES HIM AND ASK HIM WHAT HE IS DOING AND WISH HIM A GOOD MORNING. THINGS ARE CHANING EVER SINCE HE TOLD ME HE WAS GOING MILITARY! I FEEL LIKE THAT MILITARY SITUATION IS FUCKING UP MY LOVE LIFE. BEFORE HE EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT GOING ME AND HIM WAS PERFECTLY FINE. BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE THINGS ARE GOING TO CRASH DOWN.
I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I DO IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH, I FEEL LIKE WHEN I GIVE TAKE 10 MILES FOWARD FOR HIM HE PUSHES ME 100 MILES BACK…YAH ME AND HIM HAVE SEX AND WE ALWAYS HAVE ARE MOMENTS OF CUTENESS AND ALLL THAT NORMAL STUFF. bUT I MEAN NOW WE FIGHT MORE ABOUT THE LITTLE THINGS AND HE MAKES THINGS OUT OF NOTHING. hE ALWAYS SUGGESTS THAT HE WILL LEAVE ME IF MY ATTITUDE ISNT GOING TO CHANGE. I AM ONLY GIVING ATTITUDE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IM LOOSING THE ONE THING IN MY LIFE THAT I CARE MOST ABOUT! I FEEL LIKE IM LOOSING HIM TO THE MILITARY AND THATS ALL HE CARES ABOUT.
bRING ME BACK TO THE DAYS WHERE HE WOULD TEXT ME EVERY NANO SECOND AND TELLL ME HE MISSES ME. i MISS WHEN WE COULD TALK ON THE PHONE EVERYTIME AND I MISS THE TIMES WHEN WE WOULDNT ARGUE ABOUT STUPID SHIT! I AM SO STRESSED BECAUSE OF MY JOBS AND BECAUSE OF HIM….idk WHAT TO DO ANYMORE, I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD JUST LET IT BE AND LET IT HAPPEN OR JUST TALK ABOUT IT NOW, BUT THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR US, FIGHTING IS DEADLY AND IT CAN HURT THE LOVE!! and thats exactly what its doing to me!!!
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HURT
you never tell you other half that they are holding you back and that you wish you was free. That makes the person feel like shit and makes them think th same thing.
It hurts me that my own boyfriend, MY OWN FUCKEN BOYFRIEND told me that, all i ask of him is to tell me where he is going with his friends and then tell me where you going. But then he does the exact opposite, he tells me where he is when i ask him what he is doing. BUT when it comes to me i always text him what im doing no matter what. when its going to work or if i am at my friends house!! i feel like he cant do one thing for me and its not that hard to do!!
I really dont know what to do or what to even think because i feel so hurt!! fricken F my life!
